I've decided to continue Paz's legacy and am getting a new doodle

[charlotte bednarsh]

Hi all,

As most of you know, this past Tuesday, my beloved Paz lost his courageous 6 month  battle with lymphoma.  I can't begin to describe the emotional pain I am experiencing, as Paz was such an important part of my life.; my apartment feels absolutely empty without his presence and I keep looking for his face everytime I open my door.  I've decided that I want to honor Paz's memory by continuing his legacy of helping the youngest victims of violent crime and towards that end, I've placed a deposit with a very reputable labradoodle breeder (ALAA and ALCA member) who will be breeding one of her standard size labradoodles within the next few weeks; this breeder's mission is to breed Labradoodles with the health and temperament that maximizes their potential to be trained  as therapy/service dogs; in fact, many of her dogs are service dogs, PTSD assistance dogs and so forth.  I interviewed several breeders and this breeder truly impressed me;  all her breeding dogs must pass extensive health testing and she is encouraging me to reach out to individuals/organizations that are using her dogs as service animals.  She also wants to get input from the Pet Partners trainer I will be using, when the puppy selection moves forward.  Additionally, based upon mounting evidence which links early/spay neuter to the development of lymphoma and joint disorders, this breeder conducts a partial spay/ neuter on her puppies, so their hormone production is not disrupted;  I can have the entire spay/neuter completed when the dog reaches maturity.  If all goes well, I should welcome a new ball of doodle fur in November.......of course you all realize, that since I am getting a new puppy in November, New York City will probably experience the worst winter in history, replete with 0 temps and 10 foot drifts!  There I will be, walking my doodle puppy in the middle of the night, with the winds fiercely blowing  and the snow rapidly descending.  FYI, standard size doodles from reliable breeders are difficult to get because apparently, breeders are responding to the demand for smaller doodles, and not breeding the larger standard size doodles.  Paz was a 65 lb standard labradoodle and I loved his large size, so it was a challenge to find a reputable breeder who was focused upon breeding standard size labradoodles.  I know I can never replace my beloved Paz,  however, there is room in my heart for another furry doodle who hopefully, will help alleviate the horrific pain and loneliness I am now experiencing without Pazzie at my side.

[Janet & Jaxson]

My heart breaks for you. I can only begin to know how tough it is but I think it is great to continue Paz's legacy with a new puppy. Hugs to you!

[charlotte bednarsh]

Thank you to everyone for all your kind wishes and support which mean so very much to me.  My doodlekisses family has and continues to make such a difference during this really difficult, painful time.

[charlotte bednarsh]

Hi Nancy, breeders who are members of the ALAA and ALCLA are required to neuter their puppies; several breeders who are opposed to early spay/neuter essentially perform a vasectomy on a male dog, and partial spay on the female dog in which they remove the uterus but leave the ovaries intact.  Both procedures allow for the production of hormones to continue.  These procedures are far more costly for the breeder, however this particular breeder said that incurring this cost is far something she is willing to do to avoid the risks associated with early spay/neuter.

[Nancy, Ned, Clancy, and Charlie]

Congratulations on your decision, on doing the research, and on moving forward with your plan. I really think this is the best idea ever!  I do have one question - what in the world is a partial neutering? Could you offer her a decent sized refundable deposit upon proof of sterilization? I know you will cherish every freezing, wind-chilled moment with your new little one.  Again, congratulations!

[Linda, Charlie Brown and Beau]

My heart breaks for you - as I can tell from your posts how special Paz was and how special your bond was with him.  I am happy to hear that you have made a decision to go forth and again train a wonderful therapy dog.  I am so looking forward to following your story with your new addition (when the time comes).  Doodle hugs to you!

[Laurie, Fudge, and Vern]

I think this is a wonderful plan. I am so sorry Paz and you had to go through all of this and wish you all the best. I think it speaks volumes that your amazing work and love for Paz is going to continue on with a new puppy. Please know you are not alone at this difficult time and we all care so much about you. 

[Cheryl and Finnegan]

You know I'm with you 100% on this.  The pain and emptiness must be awful but now you've got a light and a purpose ... to continue Paz's legacy.  I know he is guiding you. And yes, feel free to call me in the middle of the night when you are wandering the streets. Hoping for a warm snowless winter. Hugs.

[BG and Gavin]

I cannot imagine your pain. It is a wonderful tribute to Paz that you will be continuing the important work he began.XO