Jennifer and Jack Wednesday update

[Bonnie and Kona]

Since Nicky posted her concern at the same time I read this Facebook update I didn't post it, but because people have mentioned their concern that there was no update I am replicating it here. It is very worrisome:

I have been kind of lightly treading on what is going on because I had not fully disclosed my condition to my family. I hate worrying them so much! Now i have shared with them openly. The surgeon is very concerned because the device they put in while I was unknowingly septic is a magnet for the bacteria I have, the bacteria Is Pan resistant to all antibiotics to treat this infection. The new one I am on may just suppress infection and then become resistant which would lead to a septic shock for me. It is the overall feeling here that I need to make my own decision because open heart surgery with sepsis is dangerous, but being that I do have one antibiotic that works, in theory, it is best to try surgery now rather than to stay on it for a while where the bacteria may become resistant to the antibiotic. Then there would be nothing that could be done. If my fevers go away, we still will never know if the infection is lurking on the newly implanted device that clearly should never have been implanted. I will have more testing and then decide if I will do open heart surgery. My dad and his wife will fly out to be with me In the next few days if I do t turn around. I want my mom home with Jack, and my poor brother who was supposed to be there for vacation will have my mom to comfort. I am very overwhelmed, very trustful in my God and very hopeful I turn around! Thank you for all your financial, physical and emotional support! I am tired but will let you know when I know more! Xo

[Jarka, Monty & Auggie]

I think a sister of one of Jenn's good friends lives down here as well and helped Jenn with some stuff. Not sure who helped her to check out of the hotel after she moved to the other hospital for her heart surgery. I'm so happy to hear that her Dad is coming. I visited her yesterday and she looked good and was in good spirits. But again, Jenn is always in good spirits no matter what's going on. She even walked us back to the elevator. I really hope this is going to turn to the best very soon.

[Shannon and Finn]

I live in Denver as well, since I am new here and don't know anyone yet I am not sure what I can offer.  If anyone has suggestions or if her family needs anything while they are in town (ride from the airport, general transportation, food, help with anything etc.) please let me know.  I am always happy to help out, I can't imagine being away from family during this time.  I can definitely offer doodle puppy love.

[BG and Gavin]

What a generous offer Shannon!

[Laurie, Fudge, and Vern]

Shannon, That is very nice of you!!

[Nancy, Ned, Clancy, and Charlie]

I am very worried for you, Jennifer.  I am sending special prayers for the meds to work and for you to make the best decisions for yourself.

[Doris, Knox & Flash]

Jenn, there are so many of us that are praying for you! Remember, God is still in the business of performing miracles and He will get you through this!

[Adrianne Matzkin]

I am sending prayers long distance!!!!!!  Paws crossed that the meds to their job!

[Maryann,Roo and Tigger]

Jennifer - you must be an old soul.  You are strong of mind and body, with a generous spirit.  Prayers on wings for you.

[Jennifer and Jack]

Hi, I am brought to tears repeatedly by your amazing and kind responses of love and concern. It truly overwhelms me. Please don't worry...today was a bad day, but I will get my strength. I don't want anyone to worry for one minute. Pray yes, send good thoughts yes. Worry NO!

I do not feel alone at all here. I feel the love of my family and friends. My dad and step mom will fly out once I am sure of the plan. As anyone who goes through huge medical crisis, we know the plan changes on a regular basis. if I am going to go home then they will fly to SC instead.

We do not have a sugeon willing to do surgery on me right now and I don't blame them. We will see what tomorrow brings.....we may have to do some antibiotic therapy to try to give me the best shot of not having a bad outcome....or we may just chance it and skip the surgery and pray that this antibiotic will knock out the infection..so far we are starting to see some improvement ..the scary thing is knowing if it is being masked enough to look like improvement or if I am actually getting rid of the infection.

I love my mom more then I love my own life, my moms health is not the best and her traveling to this altitude would cause me to be very anxious since she as her own heart problems.....I need her to stay home. I will have the most peace that way. My brother already had planned on flying in to visit her for the week on Friday so he will take care of her.

She has Jack and Molly as a distraction, plus I have so much comfort in knowing Jack is doing so well and being so cared for. I have to think clearly of what is best for not just me but everyone. I would never forgive myself if something happen to my mom while she was trying to get here.

I have been so blessed to have my dear friends here with me for almost the first month, Jarka has been an angel..I have seen her several times even though she is working full time and I am now an hour away from her. I also have a good friends sister who is helping out.


I have friends that are willing to fly in to be with me..it is just very expensive and I am trying not to waste money.

I don't know what tomorrow will bring. I do know they cancelled a test they were going to do to check my heart. I have no idea why they cancelled it. It could be because my fevers are coming down or it could be for some other reason like they can't fit me in the schedule.


I don't want to take over the boards with my life. I feel so bad. Please don't worry, because no matter what happens to me it is a win win....My family is the ones distraught, my heart is broken for them. I know how distraught I get over Jack for much smaller things because he is my baby, I can't bare the thought of causing pain to them


I believe in my heart I will be okay, I will overcome this with Gods grace and I will be back home soon. I want with every ounce of my being to give my parents the gift of my life to them. So that is what I am working on.

Tomorrow will be better...tomorrow will shed more light.

For now don't worry....thank you for your love support and kindness. Thank you for all the donations that came into my breeder, some of the money was already deposited into my account. I am so grateful for every kind word, thought and prayer.

I can't wait to the day comes and I am posting a video of Jack holding a grudge when I finally walk in the door, or when I make another crazy Jack post!!

Soon, soon soon!!!

[Jarka, Monty & Auggie]

Thank you sooo much for posting, Jenn. Today will be a better day! We are all thinking of you and praying for you.

[Deanna & Desi & Cori]

Okay, Jennifer - I'll try not to worry, but I'm a mother - that's what we do!!  Besides, I'm a life-long worrier, so I have a lot of practice and am VERY good at it!!!

I am so glad that you're receiving such great care.  I'll continue to send prayers your way and will think positive thoughts!!!

[Nicky, Riley & Boris]

Here's your sister Deanna, worry is my middle name, it's just a mother thing : )