No wonder my heart has a hole in it!

[Jennifer and Jack]

Break my heart in a million pieces.....I am on day 17 or so of being here ans I call my mom every day. I usually have my mom put the phone on speaker phone so I can talk to Jack initially he would lick the phone or turn his head. The second week he walked away from the phone a d out of the room.

Today, my mo. Said she thought Jack was depressed because he would not eat, didn't want to go on walks etc...so I had her put the phone on speaker...when he heard my voice he started whining and crying licking the phone...I can't get his cry out of my head!!!!


Ugggg I was holding it together pretty good but hearing my baby cry killed me....I guess it is. BEtter if he doesn't hear my voice and get excited for nothing.


This all better be worth while...I still don't k ow even if they are going to fix me here or not...I will know Thursday!

[Lindsey & Cocoa]

I am so sorry.  So heart breaking.

[Jennifer and Jack]

To hear him cry killed me! I know he is being spoiled rotten by my mom but Molly is so bossy and twice his size. When he is napping in his bed and she wants to play she takes the whole bed and flips him over! Luckily she goes in a crate at night and he sleeps with my mom..but his cry is etched in my heart and brings instant tears,

I know stupid he is with my mo. Who he adores!

[Jane, Rooney & Stuart]

Jennifer - as much as I'm sure that Jack is missing you - dogs do not have a concept of time.  Ever notice how glad he is to see you after an hour?  Or 6 hours?  Or 6 days?  I know that this is really tough but right now - you have a once in a lifetime chance to really get to the bottom of your health issues.  Stay strong - I KNOW that you can!!!!  And Jack will be waiting for you with tail a wagging when you get back!!!!  Hugs.

[Jennifer and Jack]

Thanks for reminding me..I know I get the happy dance just from getting the mail....but this has been so long......

[Jarka, Monty & Auggie]

Hi Jenn, just hang in there. When I was gone last summer for a month, I would Skype my DH from Europe and he would put me on the speaker so that Monty could hear. As soon as he heard my voice, he started running around the house trying to find me. It almost broke my heart. Ever since then, we did not do the speakerphone anymore. Dogs adjust fast and Jack is happy with your mom. You stay steadfast.

[Doris]

I know - we all miss our doodles when we go away.  BUT you need to concentrate on getting well.  You are in my thoughts and prayers!

 

[Jennifer and Jack]

Thanks!

[Nicky, Riley & Boris]

Keep strong Jennifer.  I know it can be very lonely when you are sitting in your room at night and doing too much thinking and missing Jack and home so much.  There is nothing more important than your health and of course you know that otherwise you wouldn't have made this journey.  Pray for patience for that is what will get you through these next days and be assured that Jack will be just fine. 

[Jennifer and Jack]

Yeah being alone adds to it I think!

[Jarka, Monty & Auggie]

I'm working from home on Thursday and could pay you a little visit in the afternoon once you are done with the surgeon.

[Jennifer and Jack]

I will actually have a rental car that day because the surgeon is far away and a cab is too expensive! I will say if he decides the risk is too great or the benefit is not worth the risk..my behind is going to be on the next available flight. You have my cell ... My appointment is in south Denver ...at 9 am our time...I would love to see you and Monty again but that is a long drive for you. Call me Thursday afternoon since I have the car till 4 pm. I could meet you if I feel well enough! Thanks Jarka!

[Jarka, Monty & Auggie]

I'll call you right after noon to see how it went. Don't worry about the long drive. We could then return your car and go somewhere if you would like to.