No wonder my heart has a hole in it!

[Jennifer and Jack]

Break my heart in a million pieces.....I am on day 17 or so of being here ans I call my mom every day. I usually have my mom put the phone on speaker phone so I can talk to Jack initially he would lick the phone or turn his head. The second week he walked away from the phone a d out of the room.

Today, my mo. Said she thought Jack was depressed because he would not eat, didn't want to go on walks etc...so I had her put the phone on speaker...when he heard my voice he started whining and crying licking the phone...I can't get his cry out of my head!!!!


Ugggg I was holding it together pretty good but hearing my baby cry killed me....I guess it is. BEtter if he doesn't hear my voice and get excited for nothing.


This all better be worth while...I still don't k ow even if they are going to fix me here or not...I will know Thursday!

[Laurie, Fudge, and Vern]

Jarka, I would just like to say you make me proud to be a member of DK :) Paws and hands are clapping here and giving you a standing ovation for being so wonderful!!

[F, Calla & Luca]

Well said and ditto!

[Jarka, Monty & Auggie]

I just feel bad that Jenn is all alone now and there is not much I can do about it. :-(

[Jennifer and Jack]

Now I am crying!!!! big surprise.....lol or col it is so true. I so hope I get the chance to pay it forward to someone else some day.

Accepting help is not a strong point of mine. I have always been the one to do, to take care of and honestly the people I met through DK and the Paw Pad have been the most generous, kind and loving people ever!!!! When I am not typing from my IPad I will share more.
so many people I just met are so willing to do anything.....people are making calls for me .
Handling things just so I have one less thing to think about...so nice not to ask but just have people do!!!!

I am completely humbled and overwhelmed so many people that I didnt know are fast becoming so dear to me.

Since I was blessed to have friends with me most of the time, now being alone is really hard because my brain and mind won't settle. So many of you have done so much for me and honestly I am so unsure how to thank you !

Doodle owners are the best and I thank God I stumbled upon this page a year and a half ago!!!!

A million thanks for caring so much about me...I wish I could hug you all but when I see Jarka again after I stop crying I will hug her!

[Jennifer and Jack]

The hotel arranged the car rental so they will do drop off and pick up for me! I have to mail home most of my stuff if they are going to do the procedure because I won't be able to lift for awhile....give me a call. I am so bored and have too much time on my hands to think!
Thanks Jarka

[Jarka, Monty & Auggie]

Then don't think, just relax! :-)

[Jennifer and Jack]

I am about to,take a pill and try to sleep!!! thanks so much

[BG and Gavin]

Jenn, please believe me when I say Jack will be just fine.  You have such a great opportunity at Jewish National.  Just look at all of the things they have been able to do for you so far.  You just keep working hard, believing in the process and try and catch some "Little House" reruns to keep you mind off of things. Hugs!

[Jennifer and Jack]

Lol this stupid hotel has dish..NO little house for me!!!! geeze..maybe that's my problem!!! I am not leaving until I at least meet the surgeon on Thursday to see what the risks are for me but I for sure will not do speaker phone anymore either!

[Lisa, Daisy & Dexter]

Pure torture for sure. Keep you head up Jennifer, at least Jack will get you back soon, and hopefully  a stronger healthier you.

[Ricki and Tara (doodle)]

That phone call was probably much harder on you than it was on Jack! He probably went right back to doing whatever it is that Jack does! :) I'm sure he is missing you though and you can look forward to the wild zoomies and doodle dances he will give you when you get home!!  For now, continue to take care of you and know that Jack is in good hands.

[Julie and Maggie]

Hi Jennifer, I just want to reiterate and agree with all the sentiments being expressed here. I am sorry you are going through all this. It must be very hard. You and Jack are in my thoughts and prayers.