I'm Back!

[Brittney & Cally]

I know I have been completely MIA for the last couple months but wanted to catch everyone up!

It has been a hard couple months. I just got hired to work as a preschool teacher full time while I go to school full tie this year to finish up both of my degrees. I moved into an apartment that I thought Cally would love but unfortunately she did not so my parents are letting her stay there this semester and then I will find a new place or move back! Can you blame her though? she went from being able to be let in and out on five acres to a little apartment. It breaks my heart that she does not live with me but I am only away from her three days a week. And I at least see her every other day.

It turned out to be a blessing in disguise that she stayed home because she was able to live with my parents dog for her final months. It breaks my heart but my heart dog of twelve years passed over the rainbow bridge on September 28th. That Friday I came home to see that she would not put any weight on her right front paw but the day before I saw her she was completely fine. I immediately took Rosey to the vet and feared for the worst. My vet informed me that Rosey had Osteosarcoma and had 3 months to live at the max. They gave us the option to amputate but that did not guarantee it would be gone and that she would be in a lot of pain for a while. They also said we could do Chemo and that would maybe give her a year but she would also be in pain and be nauseous. I left that vet appointment talking about dropping out of school to be with her her last three months and how amazing we would make it for her. Unfortunately by that night she could no longer walk. She made the choice for us and I knew what we had to do. My mom and I were heartbroken but we called my brother to let him know what was happening and we also called my dad who was in China to let him know. The vet was amazing and said we could come in on that Sunday when they were usually closed so that my dad could be there (he was on his way home from China).  Rosey was the most incredible dog I have ever known and she gave us the look and told us it was time. I held Rosey until the very end and the sigh of relief she took made me know that it was the right choice and I do not regret it, I just miss her more than anything.  Cally stayed by Rosey all weekend as if saying I'll be there for our family now and you can rest easily. I truly miss my girl but Cally has been a blessing and is helping me get through it.

Cally is struggling right now and when ever we come home from being out she searches high and low for Rosey but I will notice Cally staring at something that is not there or playing with something that is not there and smile knowing Rosey is with her.

Okay now that I am crying I will end this and just let you all know that I have missed you and am happy to be back! I cannot wait to catch up on every ones stories and discussions!

I am sorry for rambling and making it so short but it is hard to talk about still!

[BG and Gavin]

Blessings to you and your family at this difficult time. Run free sweet Rosie.

[Carol and Banjo]

I'm so sorry for your loss.    Thanks for keeping us posted.

[Becka]

I'm so sorry for your loss. It sounds like you did the right thing for Rosey and for all the years of joy she gave you.

[Lori, Daphne, Lucy & Pippa]

Oh Brittney, I am so, so sorry for your loss. Im finding it difficult to respond to you through the tears streaming down my face. I have been there too. That is almost exactly what happened to my Chloe, our beloved 12 year old Golden Retriever. Rosey knew how very much you loved her and she knew she could count on you to help her to the bridge.

[Gail and Bailey]

I am so very sorry for your loss.  Helping our beloved pets to the bridge is one of the hardest things ever.  Rest in peace Rosie.

[Michelle Panylyk]

Peace to you and Rosie and much sympathy for your loss. We watched our beloved Kes cross over and it has taken much grieving to finally make room for a new member who will join us next week.

[Robin and Libby Louise]

Crying with you!  But it sounds like you did everything perfectly so that Rosie could pass peacefully.  Poor Cally - I bet she does see Rosie from time to time.  She'll be fine and so will you!  Sending hugs!

[F, Calla & Luca]

Welcome back. I am sorry to hear about Rosey but you made a good decision for her. You and Cally will be together full time soon.

[Janie, Jackson and Jilly]

I am so very sorry to hear about Rosey. Sending hugs to you.

[Linda, Charlie Brown and Beau]

I am so sorry to hear of your family's loss of sweet Rosey!  It won't be long and you will be back with Cally fulltime.  Welcome back!

[Cheryl and Finnegan]

Crying too, for you.  From what you say, I believe Rosie is still with you and with Cally.  She's going to make sure you're ok :) Hugs from us.

[Lonnie & Libby Lu]

My heart hurts for you and the sad tears are flowing.  How wonderful all of you could be with Rosey as she was crossing the Bridge.  Sending hugs, love and prayers to all of you.  RIP sweet Rosey.