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Monkey~I Will Always Miss You
My little Monkey went on ahead without me today. This was a big step for him since he was named Monkey for a reason. He was a clinger and wanted to be with me constantly. I will miss him with all my being; and the top of dryer where he waited for me every day to come home will be as empty as my heart.
Monkey was a special creature and those who knew him personally, my family and Stephanie and Shandy who cared for him when I traveled for work, will tell you that is a true fact. He sometimes seemed part dog and sometimes part human. He was my familiar and my rock and he never met a stranger or anyone he didn‘t like.
When Dustin was killed, many of my friends in Vassar will remember my 13 year old lab, Bird, just couldn’t handle my grief and she began having massive strokes a month later. I know Dustin was calling to her; he loved her so much; and so she stepped over to go run and play with him. Monkey was a baby then and he made me laugh through my tears with his antics and funny ways. He could open just about any door and hang from a shelf with the balance of an acrobat. His bright blue eyes all the time twinkling at me to chase him. He slept with me every night of his life and had to be touching me.
I eventually adopted a stray kitten who had been abandoned and between Monkey and I we raised Boo-Boo, first feeding him with an eye dropper and with Monkey carrying him all over the house by the nap of his neck. Boo-Boo always has belonged to Monkey and went to him for attention and love. He will be very lost now.
Monkey and Boo-Boo both accompanied me when I left Michigan for a fresh start. And again Monkey was my rock and my one thing familiar. Together we made a new life.
Five months ago, I adopted Hattie Bear, and I lived in fear that Monkey would feel rejected and jealous. To my not so great surprise, Monkey took Hattie on and helped raise her. He showed he right from wrong and loved her because he knew she belonged to us. Even in his old age, and being as sick as he has been, he would play a little chase with her around the house. Hattie will miss her friend and mentor as well.
Allowing my Monkey go on without me is so very painful and hurts. I have cried until I don’t think there are tears left to shed and then I cry some more. He was always tiny but so full of life. My heart is broken and our house will be empty without him here.
PS-God works in mysterious ways. My appointment at the vet was at 1:30 and as I stood in my kitchen sobbing wondering how I would do this horrible deed to one I loved so deeply, my phone rang. It was Shandy, (who has taken care of Monkey for several years as I traveled part time for work). She was driving by my house and wanted to stop in and meet Hattie. She took us to the vet and gave me loving hugs. I will forever be grateful beyond words for such a good friend.
Monkey was a special creature and those who knew him personally, my family and Stephanie and Shandy who cared for him when I traveled for work, will tell you that is a true fact. He sometimes seemed part dog and sometimes part human. He was my familiar and my rock and he never met a stranger or anyone he didn‘t like.
When Dustin was killed, many of my friends in Vassar will remember my 13 year old lab, Bird, just couldn’t handle my grief and she began having massive strokes a month later. I know Dustin was calling to her; he loved her so much; and so she stepped over to go run and play with him. Monkey was a baby then and he made me laugh through my tears with his antics and funny ways. He could open just about any door and hang from a shelf with the balance of an acrobat. His bright blue eyes all the time twinkling at me to chase him. He slept with me every night of his life and had to be touching me.
I eventually adopted a stray kitten who had been abandoned and between Monkey and I we raised Boo-Boo, first feeding him with an eye dropper and with Monkey carrying him all over the house by the nap of his neck. Boo-Boo always has belonged to Monkey and went to him for attention and love. He will be very lost now.
Monkey and Boo-Boo both accompanied me when I left Michigan for a fresh start. And again Monkey was my rock and my one thing familiar. Together we made a new life.
Five months ago, I adopted Hattie Bear, and I lived in fear that Monkey would feel rejected and jealous. To my not so great surprise, Monkey took Hattie on and helped raise her. He showed he right from wrong and loved her because he knew she belonged to us. Even in his old age, and being as sick as he has been, he would play a little chase with her around the house. Hattie will miss her friend and mentor as well.
Allowing my Monkey go on without me is so very painful and hurts. I have cried until I don’t think there are tears left to shed and then I cry some more. He was always tiny but so full of life. My heart is broken and our house will be empty without him here.
PS-God works in mysterious ways. My appointment at the vet was at 1:30 and as I stood in my kitchen sobbing wondering how I would do this horrible deed to one I loved so deeply, my phone rang. It was Shandy, (who has taken care of Monkey for several years as I traveled part time for work). She was driving by my house and wanted to stop in and meet Hattie. She took us to the vet and gave me loving hugs. I will forever be grateful beyond words for such a good friend.
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Permalink Reply by Allyson, Peri & Taquito on
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Sorry for your loss - Monkey was a loving companion for many many years.
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Permalink Reply by Sue, Lola, Pongo & Hubby on
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I'm so sorry, Sandy. He was absolutely beautiful, and left you with wonderful memories. Doodle hugs and kisses to you!
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Permalink Reply by Carol and Banjo on
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Oh Sandy...I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending hugs to you.
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Permalink Reply by GBK on
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My heart aches for you, I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts, and know you will always have those sweet memories of your times together.
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Permalink Reply by Carla, Lucca and Izzy on
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Sandy, your loss is felt throughout. Most of us have been there and can feel your pain. Just know that there are many hugs surrounding you today and many days forward to help you get through your loss.
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Permalink Reply by Jen, Lachlan, and Declan on
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I wish I had words, Sandy, that would ease your pain and soften your grief. Your beautiful memorial to Monkey left me in tears remembering my Fern who passed in December, 16 years my strength, my rock, my friend. I know your grief but can't say anything that will make it easier for you. Know that he'll live forever in your heart and let Boo and Hattie be there with you to comfort you.
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Permalink Reply by sandy b on
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Sandy, as I sit here with tears in my eyes I want to tell you how sorry i am for your loss. Monkey was your special friend and will be missed but you know you'll always have the best memories.
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Permalink Reply by shelly on
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Oh, Sandy, I'm soooo sorry for your loss. I am so glad you have had so many years with Monkey and so many wonderful memories. Sending you love and hugs during this VERY difficult time!
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Permalink Reply by Carol Hanr on
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I'm so sorry for your loss, it is so hard when we have to let them go. Hugs to you from all of us.
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Permalink Reply by Leslie and Halas on
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Monkey was a wonderful companion. I'm so sorry for your loss. He's with Dustin and Bird now.
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