Things are moving along...

[Discussing Labradoodles & Goldendoodles]

It has been a rough two weeks for sure.  But we are slowly but surely putting together a plan for me and the kids.  We have a trailer bought and in a few weeks we will be set to move in ---I hope.  I am in better control of my emotions ( I am not ashamed to admit it may have ALOT to do with the meds I am now on).  I am still struggling with the why's; and of course, I have no clue how to let go of me feelings for my husband.  Still, even through all the pain he has caused me and my kids I am worried about him---I am hoping this passes soon.

But for the really good news...I think I found a home for Grayson.  We feel it was meant to be.  Last night she researched the DRC and petfinder trying to find a young (but not puppy) goldendoodle.  And this morning my really good friend walked into their homeschooling group with a picture of Grayson and my story.  A few hours later she was here with her kids and fell in love.  She is taking him for a sort of trial period---a week to see how he fits.  But it could be perfect.  They have 66 acres, a big house, and lots of love. 

Then to make things even better---when we came in the house she noticed a picture of my late uncle on my wall and we realized she knows my whole family.  She says we can see him when we want---and she will keep in touch so I know how he is doing.  My mom and stepdad know her and her husband, and they say they are great people.  She did feel bad taking him away from me---she feels I have lost so much already, but I am just so happy that he may have a great home.  I can't give that to him right now---I have too much on my plate trying to remake a home for my sons.

Anyways, keep your fingers crossed for me please...I am ready for some good things to start happening in our lives.

[Jennifer and Jack]

Great news!! Thank God.. I am so glad sounds like a win win.. I am praying for your whole family.... Hang in there..

[Diana Erhart]

What good news!   I am keeping the fingers crossed and praying that this works out for you and the boys.  I don't think you could ask for much better than this for Grayson and for you all.  Sometimes an angel appears in our life and helps us out when we need it most.  Best wishes for you and the boys to keep moving forward with your lives, even if it is just one little step at a time.

[BG and Gavin]

This is good news Amanda.  I hope everything else goes as smoothly for you.

[Melody & Bruin]

I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.  Everything will work out, it always does.  Good luck and I am happy that you are moving along, even if in a daze.  Things will get better. 

[F, Calla & Luca]

It sounds like you are making lots of progress. I'm glad you have gotten some help and that you may have found a good home for Grayson.

[Nancie & Gracie Doodle]

That's great news about Grayson.  Keep strong and positive!!!

[Sue, Murphy and Bella ()*o*()]

So good to hear! What a load off your mind.

[Camilla and Darwin]

This is such wonderful news! I hope it works out. Thinking of you and your family..

[Ellen, Brûlée, and Tira]

Things are moving in a better direction...such good news! Hope this works out. It sounds like it is an answer to your prayers!

[Susan and Sasha]

Oh Amanda...what great news!

It sounds like you're making great progress...and things are really starting to move forward for you and your children.

How wonderful about Grayson too!

The people sound like they are lovely...and could be a great family for him.

We're continuing to keep all of you in our prayers...

 

 

[Doris, Knox & Flash]

I know things are not what you had expected, but hopefully the sun will shine again soon on you and your boys. Sounds like you have found a great home for Grayson and you can now focus on your upcoming move! Take care and remember we are all pulling for you!

[Nancy, Ned, Clancy, and Charlie]

This placement may be just perfect for everyone.  I am thrilled for you all.  I so hope it works out.