I'm Back!

[Brittney & Cally]

I know I have been completely MIA for the last couple months but wanted to catch everyone up!

It has been a hard couple months. I just got hired to work as a preschool teacher full time while I go to school full tie this year to finish up both of my degrees. I moved into an apartment that I thought Cally would love but unfortunately she did not so my parents are letting her stay there this semester and then I will find a new place or move back! Can you blame her though? she went from being able to be let in and out on five acres to a little apartment. It breaks my heart that she does not live with me but I am only away from her three days a week. And I at least see her every other day.

It turned out to be a blessing in disguise that she stayed home because she was able to live with my parents dog for her final months. It breaks my heart but my heart dog of twelve years passed over the rainbow bridge on September 28th. That Friday I came home to see that she would not put any weight on her right front paw but the day before I saw her she was completely fine. I immediately took Rosey to the vet and feared for the worst. My vet informed me that Rosey had Osteosarcoma and had 3 months to live at the max. They gave us the option to amputate but that did not guarantee it would be gone and that she would be in a lot of pain for a while. They also said we could do Chemo and that would maybe give her a year but she would also be in pain and be nauseous. I left that vet appointment talking about dropping out of school to be with her her last three months and how amazing we would make it for her. Unfortunately by that night she could no longer walk. She made the choice for us and I knew what we had to do. My mom and I were heartbroken but we called my brother to let him know what was happening and we also called my dad who was in China to let him know. The vet was amazing and said we could come in on that Sunday when they were usually closed so that my dad could be there (he was on his way home from China).  Rosey was the most incredible dog I have ever known and she gave us the look and told us it was time. I held Rosey until the very end and the sigh of relief she took made me know that it was the right choice and I do not regret it, I just miss her more than anything.  Cally stayed by Rosey all weekend as if saying I'll be there for our family now and you can rest easily. I truly miss my girl but Cally has been a blessing and is helping me get through it.

Cally is struggling right now and when ever we come home from being out she searches high and low for Rosey but I will notice Cally staring at something that is not there or playing with something that is not there and smile knowing Rosey is with her.

Okay now that I am crying I will end this and just let you all know that I have missed you and am happy to be back! I cannot wait to catch up on every ones stories and discussions!

I am sorry for rambling and making it so short but it is hard to talk about still!

[Karen, Jasper and Jackdoodle]

I'm so sorry, Brittney. Hugs to you & your family. Rest in peace, sweet Rosey. 

[Stephanie and Ragley]

Oh, Brittney- I am so sorry to hear about sweet Rosey. I have tears running down my cheeks for you, but it sounds like she knew she was beloved through the end. Take comfort in sweet Cally and Ragley and I send lots of hugs and doodle love. 

It's good to have you back :)

[Lori, Quincy & Frankie]

So sorry for your loss.  You did the kindest thing for your sweet Rosie.  

[Miss Ellie]

Brittany so sorry for your loss...it is never easy and is heartbreaking but I am so glad that you have your sweet Cally to get you through this difficult time...our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!

[DJ & Chance]

So Sorry to hear about Rosie, but she is free of pain now and you did the right thing for her.  Hugs.

[Kaitee and Orwell]

I haven't met you because I am relatively new here, but I feel for you. I lost my yellow lab, Bonny, similarly in January. It's tough, but it gets better-- especially if you have another dog around to heal you. 

[Joani, Skadi & Elli]

Aww such a sweet tribute to your Rosey.  Bless your heart for being so loving to those fur babies.  Many of us have had to experience the sadness and the joy our dogs bring into our lives.  Here's to more of the joyful moments!

[Leslie, Yogi & Maci Bear]

Brittany,
Welcome back. So very sorry to about your loss. It is indeed a hard thing to
to let our puppies go, glad it was quick for her sake.

[Brittney & Cally]

Thank you all for your kind responses. I read them through happy tears:) Rosey was truly one of a kind but I am very glad I have Cally. She gives me a reason to get up and her crazy antics make me laugh. Each day is getting easier and I will always miss her but knowing she is pain free and waiting for me is what is getting me through. Thanks again for all your support!

[Sue, Murphy and Bella ()*o*()]

Hard as this is, you did the best for Rosey. She is running painfree now